Edge

Last week I had a holiday and as good employee I was sick all week. I had lot of fewer and diarrhea.

Worst thing about diarrhea is that you have to be very cautious all the time. You can’t really relax any moment. And you can’t really fart. So I you feel that fart is coming you must go to toilet. This takes all fun out of farting…

If I get back to more serious stuff you quite easily forget how lucky you really are. I mean that you tend to forget what a good lucky is bee healthy. BTW when you start to feel grateful about being healthy then you are getting old. But that I am - quite old and relative healthy man who enjoys occasional fart…

I live at apartment building. And sometime you hear some noises from other apartments. I have never actually been annoyed about the noise, but there are some people that actually are annoyed quite easily.

Example out neighbor 1 floor down was annoyed to someone (I think he was annoyed to me) who is peeing in center of toilet to the water lock. So this water gurgle was annoying him. What a wimp! I think he is peeing sitting down like a woman.

Next morning I peed again to the center of the water lock and drew some figures with my pee stream. Then I farted and laughed out loud: ”I’m a man!” I felt good about my self all day!

I read an interview about a woman who said something like (or the idea was anyway):

”Women are more willing to have sex, when housework has been done and husband/man has also helped with the housework”

I’m totally against of this thought! But first I have to say; I’m not saying that men should not do housework. I’m saying that making housework is not the way to sex or making housework should be some how rewarded with sex or by making housework you get more and better sex.

No no no! First of all, I think no woman is man is sexy when he is doing housework. “You are so sexy when you hovering! I want you now!” And sex should not be reward of something and there should not be any kind of thought “I will give him / her some sex because of some nice dusting he / she made…”

Sex should be so that both want to have sex. It should not be used as a weapon or any kind of tool to achieve something.

So being a man you should notice when women tries to do this. And you must fight back! And you must say no! Sex that is a reward totally not worth of it!

So sex when there is desire for both parties! It could be so that desire comes more easily when other is not just lying on the sofa and drinking beer while other is doing all cleaning, dishes etc. But still I think that real men are not doing housework so that they would have sex. Housework can be done (and I’m also doing it), but not because you are thinking about sex (Some could argue that men are all the time thinking about sex.). When you are a man woman should want you and this leads to intimacy.

So say no to reward sex!

It is nice watch what my son (9 months) thinks is a wonder.

Example that every object (except that dam gas balloon) that he release from he’s hand drops downwards. Actually that is so huge wonder, which he must test this many times a day.

Actually I have been noticing from my self that I take many as granted. Things that should truly make you wonder. But maybe it is easier to just accept things, than trying to figure out why.

Example if you think about gravity. From physic class the teacher says that gravity is force of attraction between all masses in the universe. Yes, but if you ask why masses attract each other. That is another question

So maybe my son is tying to solve this problem. I think he will eventually come to conclusion that it much easier to just accept the gravity. Now we are just waiting the day of acceptance. It would bee much easier for our backs…

Or if he solves the problem I would not mind it either. It would be actually nice to have one Nobel price in a family…

I read for newspaper from interview of some reality TV-series “star”.

She had a motto something like: “I want to live a happy life baah blaah blaah…”

I started to wonder the about the happy life and what is behind it. I came about with quick thought about happiness.

You should not try to live a happy life. I mean that if you all time just think I want to live a happy life and try to find happiness in everything you do – I bet that you are not going to have a happy life. In this way you are never going to bee satisfied what you are doing. You just all the time want more “happiness”.

So how do I find happiness? Hard to say, it much easier is to say where you can’t find it (or where I can’ find it).

Just that this post would not be so pessimistic here are few things that makes me happy:
- Laughter and pure joy from Arttu.
- Love and caring from Kirsi.
- Drinking beers talking bullshit with friends.
- Achieving goals that you have set your self.
- Learning some new things.

Lately I have noticed that there are not enough hours for everything.

Example where you get time study?

Here is my normal week day:

7:00 - 7:15 Wake up, shower and breakfast
7:15 - 8:15 Drive to work (or some sports)
8:15 - 12:00 Work
12:00 -12:30 Lunch
17:00 – 18:00 Back to Home
18:00 - 20:00 Supper, playing with Arttu and Kirsi and
20:00 - 21:00 Trying to make Arttu sleep (Kirsi is doing this most of the time)
21:00 - 22:00 TV and reading

So the day is quite full. So only time to study is the tv-time. That is why I have decided stop watching TV. It is so rare that something good comes from TV. Occasionally TV is nice way to relax, but most of the time it just makes you phlegmatic. But let’s see how long this decision is going to last…

Sun rises,

golden sparkling dew on a leaf.

I fart and lift my zipper.

Sometimes people call me and ask: “Are you at good place to talk”. I thing this question is unnesesary, because if I’m at place that I’m not able to talk I will not answer the phone. Sometimes I did also ask this question. I was thinking that question was good behaviour, because I was bothering some one with my phoning. Now I’m thinking that this question just waists time…

BTW Would be nice to have software in your mobile that when I’m example at movie I could put movie profile on. If call comes then phone would just ingnore it and send SMS that I’m at movie…

II hate when people talk through speakers and you are not sure if you are just speaking to the person you wanted or if there are others around. So this reason I have decided following rules:

IIf answer phone and I’m using the speaker I say something like following: “Hey, can you hear me because I’m using the speaker”. This way people now that I’m using speaker and someone might be other than me might be hearing what are we talking about.

IIf there is people around I say something like “Hey, I’m here with XXX and can you hear us” or something.

So basic idea is that you should somehow inform your caller that you are using the speaker…

After my summer holidays I decided to loose some weight, that I have gain when enjoying sun, beer and grilled food. And 100 euro bet with my brother is helping a bit.

So now I’m in two week diet and exercise camp. One thing that I can now say, that being hungry is not a good feeling. All the food smells so good…

Now it is my third day and I’m already lost some weight. Mostly water I think.

What I truly hate is wasting your time those things that are useless, but things that you have to do. (Makes me wonder is this bloggin useless.)

Example trips between home and work Is it really necessary to spend 1/8 of tour awaking time sitting in a car? Some times it feels that example farmers are quite lucky that they don’t have to travel to work. They can just open the door and start basically straight a way those things that are leading something useful.

Last spring I was quite lucky that one of customers where only 100 meters from home. I have to admit 100 meters is maybe too short distance. Optimally distance would be something like 2-3 km. That way you could have nice little exercise before an after work. That way you could more easily leave your work behind.

Other thing that I really hate is installing software. Currently I’m installing testing environment for BizTalk Server 2004. I stated to think what would be most painless way to do this and other future installations.

The things steps that I decided to do were:

1. Use Virtual PC:
- So that you could have multiple separate environments that are not trashing each other.
- Make some base environments that I can use for future installations.
- For future bigger projects testing a possibility share common development environments.
2. Buy fast external hardware.
- For virtual PC efficiency
- For travel with my Virtual PC:s

I will come back to this later to tell how I succeeded.